Why does doing the right thing hurt so bad? It’s like you finally do what’s right for you, but it hurts worse than falling into that bad habit? How do you heal from it? How do you get over it? You can’t just quit cold turkey, but a long process seems to allow more opportunity to back slide. It’s hard. One day you wake up and realize that you’re tired of the bs only to get rid of it and miss it. Temptation is a bad drug. I hope I get over this soon enough to not block any blessings because I’m certainly missing something (one) right now.