So I’ve been trying to cut back on the cyberspace to get some aspects of my life together. Now that I’m somewhat back, I’m going to through the challenges 17-20.

Day 17: Something that I’m proud of? Um…yea I’ll get back to that.

Day 18: A problem that I have had is not being able to spoil myself. I feel guilty when I think about spending money on something that I really want. It’s like I feel like someone else can use it. I’m more of a needs person.

Day 19: Five items I lust after are a career, my own house, peace of mind, a family of my own, and the freedom of expression.

Day 20: I fear being single for too long. I also fear finding a husband that wants kids and not being able to give them to him.